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  • the dress/tux/church. oh my!

    here it is 30 days to the wedding. there has been a some drama but that’s resolved. the dress i got didn’t fit so i am getting a new dress customized for me! what i am really happy about is that there have been no ex’s from my past sending emails/letters et cetera. which is a relief. i feel good about my choice and the next phase of my life.

    i am looking forward to seeing Norway again in a few weeks and spending time with my relatives. all we have to figure out now is the tux, the church service and the dress. i am most worried about the dress. i have heard that most brides are.

    it feels good to be back on the West coast again. all the icky nightmares i had on the East coast are not happening and i am able to sleep like a lamb. i have upped my medication slightly but have my doc backing me up on the fact that it was a good idea. it also reconfirms why i made the right move out to the West coast 10 years ago. it probably saved my life.

    onto the Fridays. thanks for reading.

  • got the dress

    now all i hope is that it fits?? please make sure it fits. i am really nervous if it doesn’t. fingers crossed. tonight off to a tux fitting.

  • *what a week*

    wedding drama i was hoping to avoid. it still happened & now is resolved. now-there are secondary stuff that i have no control over happening & i have no idea how we are going to fix it?

    i ran all over the city today & still forgot to get something.i am debating upping my meds until after the wedding as i am having secondary stress that is not dissipating but only growing increasingly worse. today-i had a rough start & was really struggling for a while.  i was able to correct but it took over 2 hours which sucks.

    i think i have had too much on plate the last 24hours-also meaning that i have reached my threshold of how much stress i can take. as a friend of mine said recently my mental health comes first & everything else is secondary.with everything in regards to my wedding now up in the air means that i have to take better care of myself.

    i also seem to have real issues when it comes to wearing a pair of jeans i love. for some reason i have auditory stuff with what is happening & i am realizing that this is becoming a trend when i wear them. i think i looked pretty good today. however, my brain was telling me otherwise.something i find both frustrating & sad.

    oh well. time to make me priority number one.