i am relieved that i am no longer in a transitional housing. that i am applying for grad school and that i have a small part-time job. that i have good friends and a supportive family. that i no longer wonder what the next night will be like. that i am stable and functioning& productive. i am starting to feel happy for the first time in a long time. things are looking up. i am also going to get back to the drawing board & write. i am grateful that i am in the place i am at. thankful. really thankful.