I’m in the throes of menopause & my endometriosis is becoming increasingly more painful. As is my guilt for having this illness for 20 years & not being able to become a mom. Something my husband reminds me of constantly. Having fibromyalgia, IBS & endometriosis are all connected, so if I’m having a flare day…

Valentines Day is always 7 days after my birthday, meh. I wore black & grey in honor of over-priced roses & sappy romcoms on this day. My theory is that if you can’t tell someone you love them the rest of the year Why do it vday? Anyway, town was full of black & sprinkled…

When I was in my youth I thought that’d wouldn’t make it to my 21st birthday, the day I turned 21st I felt weird & strange that I hadn’t committed suicide by then. My childhood; what I remember was not fun. Now, I’m a year away from being 50 & I’m in awe that the…