Month: October 2012

untitled

this is my first poem in 5 years. hope you like it? the bridge is to the future is littered with fear. fear comes to me on my dreams; causing my mornings to feel long. the bridge to the future is littered with hope. i see hope in the movements of the tree’s, mountain peaks…

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day by day

in the past week i have been thinking about my inpatient care as well as my out-patient. i have a court ordered LRO meaning i have to attend meetings for the next 3 months and risk being taken back into the hospital if i don’t. on the order it says nothing about medication, groups or…

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finally home

today was a sequence of twists and turns and unexpected joy; i just came home from the hospital after being in there for nearly a month. i was shaking when i received my belongings and was nearly overwhelmed when my husband came to pick me up. after i came home i was filled with great…

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being held against my will

here it is i have been in the hospital for nearly 3 weeks and the Dr. Green tells me he may have me illegally detained up to 3 months when i am not showing any symptoms of harming myself or others. they “team” sat there this morning and laughed at me when i said it.…

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back in the hospital

here i am back in the hospital again and was told yesterday that my husband and i can’t show affection for each other by staff. something i found really upsetting. however, i finding that Harborview is not compliant with patients confidentiality or the treatmend of us. i also don’t trust staff that tell me i…

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